So there's this guy, he sits next to me everyday in class. I have the biggest crush on him and he would talk to me every single day. I would never tell him about how I felt. Everyday, i'd look at him wondering how someone so nice and cool could exist. A girl would never get over that kind of love, do you know what i'm talking about?
He is that guy. He is smart. cool. he has the coolest laugh. It's kind of stupid the way i can't see anything else with him around. I never was the stalker type. I was the silent type who would stutter every time the guy she likes talks to het. I was that type. I never complained though.
The point is I don't have the courage to tell him how I feel. And all you people might say I should have but reality doesn't go that way you know. I'm average, ordinary, unpopular. Life's different if you're like that. MOVIES MAKE IT SEEM EASY. Reality bites. Suck it up. I guess, he'll always be that cool guy. the way he feels about me is left undiscovered but it's okayyyy. I know he's gonna find someone worthy. And I'd be more than happy for him. That's the way love should go
Monday, July 20, 2009
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Yeah crushes suck, especially when you are like two different people in two different crowds like you don't even go to the same school.
ReplyDeleteAnd the movies really don't help except expand the variety of our dreams......
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